poem

a bitch and a pack full of lies 10.12.2009


love is a two headed beast
of carnal pleasure and sadism
only in love will you seriously consider
killing someone solely out of
paranoid delusions of jealousy
only in love will you allow
the people closest to you
to abuse your most faithful affections
expecting that, eye for an eye,
one good turn deserves another
and that your sacrifice will pay off
sooner or later....right?
but the reality is that you are
simply another host
to a parasite that simply feeds and feeds
off of every grain of positive energy you give it
and in return
-that shining light at the end of the tunnel-
a half-dead joyless fuck where
she just lies there like a cadaver
completely disinterested
reading elle magazine
and smoking a camel
then one day you tell her that
something has to change
that you cant take
being used like that anymore
she apologizes
makes plans with you for 3 days
and deliberately blows them all off
every day a new excuse
just like a cunt
and then calls you up five hours before
you have to get up for work
and tells you all this
and that SHE doesnt want to hurt YOU
that she doesnt think you should see each other
for awhile, for YOUR sake!
yes sir, love is a two faced doberman bitch